no point in denying anymore… sighhh
i have realized that one of my greatest talents is wearing a mask - i’m good in pretending i don’t care when it actually sends me to the moon, and even better pretending to be okay when deep down i really need to be taken care of.
this is what experiences has molded me to be. ahhh life.
tragic. just tragic.
so guilty of this right now, hayyyzzz!
because we’re too scared to hear the answer…
✈ 11 memorable firsts in 2011: 1st - dream self fulfillment ☑
to summarize my whole 2011, this photo expresses it best. in order to be able to share myself again, i must first learn to be whole and love myself above all else. i know there’s still a lot to do and so many things to accomplish, but i am very happy to have found the fulfillment i have been longing for.
2011 has taught me a lot of things about life, and i can only pray that i will be able to apply all the wisdom and insights i have gained for this year and all the way till i grow. the only thing i can say now is i can’t wait for the time that i’ll get to share myself again, for this time around i am wiser, i am simpler, i am more complete, i am WHOLE, and as long as destiny is in control… i am definitely ready! =j
the worst part is i can’t even point it out.
let's run away and don't ever look back, don't ever look back! =j